|Newbi on the loose.
||[Dec. 16th, 2006|06:17 pm]
My life? you mean someone is actually going to listen for once? I have lived one of those lifes in which every one thinks your very stable, emotionally and financially. All your friends think that your spoiled and that everything you have ever needed is handed to you on a silver platter. I do understand that I'm more "Lucky" than other people and i do live my life more carefree than most; but sometimes I feel like I'm being poked and prodded because My family cares; because I have decided not to carry chips on my shoulders; because I was blessed with a life that most see as care free.|
"That;s Actionman, he will live free, die proud, live long and play loud." Only if they knew that night i would sit in a bathtub for hours on stare at the white on white colored wall (yes I couldn't believe that was actually a color either until I decided to look up what had me captivated).
Sometimes I sit in my car at the traffic lights and scream on the top of my lungs to let the pressures of my life out.
Newsflash to those of you who think I'm perfect being me; sometimes life is an act, and the character you portray is the only one you really know.